Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Back from wherever I was

Well, I've been pretty depressed as of late, if no one noticed, which everyone has, so this entire sentance is moot. I'll start again.

I went to visit KU on sunday, thought it would be fun good times what with the ren faire, and T and Alex (just noticed that works out to T&A... I'm gonna giggle about that for a while) and seeing everyone else. Seeing T&A again was a lot of fun, they are so damn cute! But after parting with them, it just seemed empty and lonesome. Melissa made what seemed like a ten minute appearance, tactfully keeping her back to me the entire time, which I appriciate, if you're reading this, as I really didn't want to talk to her. Still, even seeing other mutual friends was painful, seeing thier barely concealed contempt in thier faces as they faked politeness to me, it was kinda painful. The hell did I do to them? Nothing, as far as I can tell, but other, darker, sinister forces seem to be at work against me in what were once considered good friends. Oh well.

Been in a funk since. havent really been able to sing at work. people keep asking me what's wrong, you're not singing, etcetera. oh well.

Besides, I met someone. On a personals site, of all places, and it seems to be working out, as we're both huge nerds. But more on that later.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry to hear about the fake politeness. That sucks. I was very happy to have breakfast/lunch with you! I miss you around KU. Another friend asked about you yesterday and I told her how you were doing.

The whole after parting with us, sorry. I tend to get down in the dumps after he leaves, but I'm glad you were around (helped my mood) and glad you could help me move stuff to my car. :-) It was really nice having you up at KU this past weekend! I'm kind of sorry we three didn't do more, but I was up until 2 AM the night before and A. was still recovering from an all nighter.

Many hugs and the next time I see you will probably be the RPG. MUHAHHAA!

Anonymous said...

Harry, let them be that way. You know the truth of the situation, and you were the strong one, not her.

-Erin